i feel like my additude has really changed since i've been back. i also feel like i aged or something. i feel less youthful. i'm trying to live up to the things i said i would do for when i got back and i've been working really hard on a lot of activities but whats really going is that my additute is no where near as posi as it was 2 weeks ago and i have a UTI for no goddamned reason. why does my vag hate me? or more specifically my urininary tract?
i need an upper. i think i've been doing a pretty good job at being happy (not like i'm working on it or anything, but my disposition in general.) but i think the feeling of week vs. weekend makes me wanna pukeonyourface. blah blah blah...not enough spanish in my life either, i hope its not possible to loose a language in 14 days.
on the up? side i got a job that pays well and all i have to do is take notes. but i do feel bad about that cuz i told them i'd probably be around all year, when i probably wont since i'll probably be going to mexico(and other places) in october, boston in a few weeks and tour in a couple months. you just cant expect me to stay still! so thats your problem, fuck you.
maybe the other problem with everyone speaking the same language is that you can fully articulate drama...stupid idiot downer material, thats what i call it.
but i do and am getting to see lots of sick as bitches who i never get to see (hello laura on saturday, kyle inna couple weeks, etc, etc, etc.)
what else i like my friends, i like personal ads for my friends and i like birthdays, shows, bands, drums, learning new instruments, writing stories, yadda yadda.
k love you,
naomi